Entry for February 03, 2006



INDIGO GENERATION

This is kind of a movement I have understood. Guess someone earns money on it. On the website almost anyone with atleast some humane values score as a potential indigo. If you ask the same person to go to an aura site and check they might just as well score yellow, which are a childish variation of the indigo - like a very very young indigo who has to mature many lives to become indigo in the end. Yellow is very social and likable, brings joy and peace to the world, it is said. But like all children I also read into the traits of Yellows to be very easily manipulated by authorities and to not particulary like to think for themself. That is not the case with an old soul like the Indigo. If all this is total bogus or has any truth in it is kind of unimportant as what really these tests shows is what you prefer and how you precieve your world. It shows your valuesystem and your selfimage. And that only is important enough to take seriously.

So when I keep scoring indigo I don't think that automatically means that I am put here on earth to be a good example for all the others, but it sure as hell feels good imagining that this is the case. Specially as most others think I am not worth bothering with, it gives a slight selfsatisfaction hearing things like that. Maybe then I am just too uncommon so most people feel like I am impossible to understand. If I had been a common Yellow they'd love me like everyone loves a happy cute child. Instead they almost seem to avoid me like people tend to avoid those they envy or don't grasp.

Luckily for me I seem to have lots of indigos in my closest family and whenever I read something that I feel "this is someone I totally can relate to" I might also have found anotherone with lots of indigo in his/her aura. Who's to know really? I never see peoples aura, though some claim only "feeling" a colour in a persons presence is like the same thing as "seeing" a colour. That doesn't work for me either very well, I am afraid. To me Yellow people are about the only kind I can sence as they are so sunny and sparkling. Often young too, as your aura might swift during your lifetime.

If this Indigo generation IS true I would hope more were born with these values. Hearing you are an unimportant dreamer cause you sence others emotions and respect the lives on this planet is totally depressing. To me someone riduculing empathy like that are standing against mankind and expressing psychopathic sympathies - that is an appreciation of total lack of empathy. And to think those values would forever be the accepted ones are truly depressing. So if it is true more are born Indigo there is a slight chance this will change and the psychopaths forever erased from our gene-pool. Yes, one can only dream! LOL